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salam...hi...

Dah jrg ay post something kt blog ni. Ay busy manjang. xdpt sgt nk post something or write something. Actually, ay tgh xde mood sangat ni, terasa sangat down.  Tuhan saje yang tahu. ay tension. ay jealous. ay pilu. ay bosan. ay ...ay...ay...ay....aaaaaaaaaaaarrrrrrrrghhhhhhhh....

damn it...i hate myself but i love myself jugak...

kenape ya, setiap ape yg ay nk, yg ay idam2 kn, yg ay suka, mesti takkan dapat. Orang lain yg dapat. Nape ay xdapat. Sedih sgt2. tp nk buat mcm mane, cam ni lah hidup...Rezeki masing2...Ay naaakkkk sangat gembira cam org lain...Bahagia mcm org lain. ade pasangan hidup but me ???...still alone...nk kate ay memilih, rase nye xde la sgt, bukan memilih sgt tp bila ay x pilih pun, same gak,....terluka gak,...terluka sgt...so, what should i do...sama jer...nak nangis jer tp buat pe nangis, bukannye dpt menyelesaikan masalah pun...uhukkk...

Dugaan setiap org mmg berbeza...ay dpt dugaan camni, mgkin xseteruk org lain.

Seriously ay ckp, sy dh xkenal diri ay dah, skang ni ay rase ni bukan ay dh...ay dh xde...ni org lain... ay dh xmcm dulu...ay dh berubah...ay dh jd org lain...tp siapa???...berubah jd siapa???...

aaarrrrggghhhh...sy tak tahu nk buat mcmane...ay tertekan...cakap pun ntah pape...adakah aq dh giler???


no lah....ni ckp2 time tgh emo cam ni....macam2 kuar...ehhee...im still OK...